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Hello Everyone! This is an official goodbye and last post on my old blog:( Blogger has been a great home for us so far but....

I want to invite everyone to join me from this point forward at Stephanieisagirl.com! This is my NEW and OFFICIAL website and blog. Stop by and leave me a comment to let me know what you think!

Packing for WINTERJAM

Hello everybody!
Tonight I had chocolate with my friend's because it is Brock Gill's birthday. It was a good celebration to a long day! I spoke and sang at the Warner Brothers sales conference, then drove the van over to the WinterJam loading spot. The merch bins Emily packed up weighed about 150 lbs each, and my manager Glenda and I unloaded them in the rain... BOO! Thankfully the production manager was there and we had a hand, and I'm not complaining- I am so thankful they are hauling those things around so we can have a little more space to spread out in the van, since I am the only artist not on a bus ;)
Tomorrow Emily and I will leave here, swing by Gotee (my record label), swing by starbucks and say goodbye to our roommate that is working early and head to Kadar's (my drummer) house for one last rehearsal. Once we polish the show, we will drive to Roanoke, VA and spend the night there with some friends. I am of course excited, but I'm also a little unsure as to what to expect. I have had so much help getting prepared for this tour, so many people investing in me and praying for me, and now its do or die time. It's either going to all be worth it, or I'm going to fall flat on my face under the watchful eye of my childhood idol. No pressure ;) Ok, maybe I'm being dramatic- It is exciting, and a perfect season to rely entirely on my God to provide and take control.
Packing on the other hand... oh brother. I have no idea what to take! This whole "planning ahead" is hard for me. I like to throw a whole bunch of stuff in a bag and decide along the way. I "feel out" my outfits depending on what kind of a mood I'm in- somedays I want to wear a tutu, and other days it's a good old tshirt and jeans. I guess you'll just have to come out to a show and see what I decided on that particular night!
Here we go everyone!
S

Video Blog from Springfeild, IL

We just did a show in Springfeild IL. It rocked my socks off. I am so excited for Winterjam! Here is a video blog from backstage....

Well, I flew from Indianapolis to Atlanta but first had to switch planes in Chicago. On my plane, I was somehow first class, which has only ever occured once in my life. It's probably because I wasn't supposed to fly out of Indy but had it changed last minute. Well, on this plane out of chicago to atlanta that I wasn't originally supposed to be on, I met the sweetest, most genuine lady named Deanne. I noticed right away as I boarded the plane right behind her that she was sweet natured. She asked the flight attendent very politely to hang her coat up and the attendent responded by saying it was for first class passengers only, to which Deanne responded ever so politely and quietly, "I am first class." that was my first impression of her, and I was impressed at how she handled a situation many people would've gotten offended over. So when I saw that my seat was next to her, I was refreshed because Im not really the "first class" type and it can be a bit of an intimidating environment ;) anyway, we started talking and didn't stop for the entire 1.5 hour flight, I actually wished I could hve more time with her. She has such an inspiring story and she really was such a delight! I felt as though I was with an old friend. She told me she worked for Warner Bros and that she had worked hard to get where she was at, but seemed much more interested in me than talking about herself, so when we exchanged cards and I saw that she was the VP of video on demand for the WB I said "wow! Vice pres! Impressive!" to which she replied with a smirk "I told you I worked hard." Anyway, she so blessed and encouraged me! She even helped me find my way to the runners picking me up for the show and she instructed them to take good care of me! It's amazing the impact and difference you can make in someones day or life by a simple plane ride conversation! I invited her to come check out a winterjam show near her in Jan, I so hope she comes!!!
Ok I'm off to Springfeild, IL for another YEC! It's going to be my trial run-through for winterjam!
Blessings!
S

Christmas EVE!!!!! I have a present for you!

Hello! Last night I was driving with my sweet roommate Lindsey to Indianapolis. The plan was, she would drop me off there where my brother was flying into, and my mom would pick my brother and I up and take us back to her house in West Lafayette, and Lindsey would continue to her home in Illinois. Buuuut.... there was an ice storm. Matt's plane was delayed, as were we (because we stopped to buy my CD and get coffee ;) and by the time we ended up in Indy, the roads had begun to ice over. My mom pulled an executive mother decision and told Lindsey she was coming home to West Lafayette with us. In fact, the roads were so bad, my mom didn't even drive the hour south to pick us up, Lindsey and I got Matt from the airport and HE drove us the "hour" north at an average speed of 25mph. The drive took us about 4 hours. Since we hadn't planned onpicking up another passenger and his luggage, we were a little cramped for space.... check out the picture of Lindsey crammed into the back seat! We saw trucks off the road in ditches, fishtails, spinouts etc. It was such a relief when we pulled onto my mom's street, Matt thanked himself outloud... only to fishtail around our final corner. It was funny!
Anyway, just thought I'd share about that.... Now I want to give you a Christmas present!!!!!!!! My music video is released. If you havent seen it here, I'm posting it so you can watch it and laugh at me! We basicaly goofed off for 12 hours and just happened to have a camera on!
Check it out- tell me what you think!

CD Release!!!! ....Finally

Well, February 12th was a goal of mine, it was the day my first record was set to release. I had worked on this record for ten long months, splitting my days between 5am starbucks shifts and long hours in the studio. For one reason or another, the release got pushed back to May. Gotee was going through a lot of changes including a distribution change- so, we held off. When May came close, we weren't ready still, so they said maybe July? Maybe September? Nothing too official was set, just a late summer/early fall release. Well, it was a hard summer, between vocal nodules, a blown transmition, and not having a ton on the callender, (therefore having some inconsistencies with players) I was discouraged to say the least. I felt like I was constantly fighting failure. The icing on the cupcake of discouragement for me was hearing from TobyMac that my coveted slot on the 2009 winterjam tour was potentially being taken away from me. It was the first time the harsh reality that my dream may never completely come true, crept into my heart.
Today is December 23rd and my record is in stores nationwide! Gotee agreed on distribution under the Word/Warner Bros. Company so you can pick it up anywhere or download it off itunes. I just stopped at a Family Christian bookstore and saw it on the shelf for the first time!!! Check out the video of it below!!
I'm also gearing up for the 2009 winterjam tour with TobyMac, Hawk Nelson, Brandon Heath, PureNRG, Francesca Batestelli and Newsong. I'm the spokes person for some of the tours sponsors so I get to play with a camera backstage and on the road ;) I've got some tricks up my sleeve, so you probably shouldn't miss it! Plus my first video just released! More on that tomorrow.
Basically, what I'm trying to say is: God is good. I trust Him, and I'm excited for what's in store!!!

WinterJam/Xmas Prep

Its time to prepare! I worked on padding the bed we built in the back of my van today, and I had my first rehearsal with Albert, Nathan and Kadar for the 2009 WinterJam tour. We rehearsed at my church and I got to show the guys some tricks I have up my sleeve for the performance. Albert took a bit of a dive when he got a little into a song and jumped over the monitors onto a carpeted platform.... the carpet was actually just a large rug that was quite slippery and it slipped right out from under him and before we knew it, he was flat on his back, playing his guitar ;)
Speaking of Albert, tonight was our church Christmas party. I got a text about a half hour before the party from Albert saying "What's you're favorite xmas song, I signed us up to perform at the party tonight" so I stood on the stage with my iphone in hand for lyrics to Silent Night. Who doesn't know the lyrics to Silent Night?! ....Well, ME! At least not all 3 verses ;) I thought it was funny, people actually thought I was texting while I was up there!!! Anyway...
I hope everyone is excited about Jesus' Birthday!!!! Jacob and I got to give some of my best friends in the whole world their presents today!
Blessings!
S

Still Processing

I just finished my Bible study. Im working on a Beth Moore study called "Believing God" and it is really making me think. She encourages you to calculate the risk of truly believing God is who He says He is. She prompts the questions "What do you have to lose, or gain?" And the truth is, well... Everything. But if He is who He says He is, He can be trusted.
I'm trying to wrap my head and heart around the idea of losing everything. Not to be a pessimist and assume God asks us to lose everything we love in order to follow Him, but I can't rule out that possibility either. Take for instance the rich young ruler in Matthew who wants to follow Jesus, but just cant give everything up. Sometimes it costs everything to follow Jesus. But if He is who He says He is, its worth it. We have a lot to lose in America. Our comfort, our status or reputations, our dreams etc. I sense a new importance to hold loosely to such things. I'm not necessarily suggesting anything drastic externally, but internally, we need to be abandoning the attachments of the heart...
As I blogged previously, I spent the first part of last week in El Salvador with Compassion International. Our last night in the country, we had dinner with 2 graduating sponsor children: David, age 17 and Wendy, age 17. They had never met each other before because they had attended different projects for the past 10 or 12 years, but both students had discovered a passion for music throughout their enrollment in the Compassion program. Immediately I felt connected to these strangers as they shared their testimonies of growing up in an impoverished country with little hope and undiscovered dreams until Compassion stepped in and helped them recognize their potential. It was beautiful to hear how they had discovered their God given talents and dreams as they learned about their Creator in this long term program. But because they were graduating, and their finances are extremely limited, their next steps in this journey were big fat question marks. They knew what they were good at, they knew what their dreams were, but they didn't know how they were going to accomplish them. Yet, instead of a defeated, downcast attitude, I was beyond inspired by their trust, hope and dependency on Jesus Christ. I kid you not, there was a sparkle in each young persons eyes. David stood up and boldly announces his plans for the future consisted of A.) Trusting Jesus, B.) Trusting Jesus and C.) Trusting Jesus. It was so easy for them to live in the freedom of faith. The adventure of knowing nothing except that the God of the universe adored them and was going to take care of them. They lived in the peace that He has it under control. They were at His beckon call, all they wanted was to use their gift in advancing His kingdom on earth, and whatever He asked of them- He would supply their need to do it.
I used to be like that. Oh, the simplicity of believing God like a little child. I believe He is calling me back to that place. Praise Him because there is hope for our calloused, comfortable, critical, and competitive hearts.
His word is true, His promises are good, and He is tickled silly pink in love with us.

In the morning, when I rise
In the morning, when I rise
In the morning, when I rise, give me Jesus

Give me Jesus,
Give me Jesus,
You can have all this world,
But give me Jesus

When I am alone
When I am alone
When I am alone, give me Jesus

Give me Jesus,
Give me Jesus,
You can have all this world,
But give me Jesus

When I come to die
When I come to die
When I come to die, give me Jesus

Give me Jesus,
Give me Jesus,
You can have all this world
But give me Jesus

Home With Presents...

Well, I am home from El Salvador now. It was a quick trip, and I've traveled abroad before.... But I've never come home with this before.... a paracite friend! My stomach is so upset. It's not pretty, but I have the weekend to recover before I have to go back to work at starbucks. I have more pictures I will be posting as I continue to digest the trip. We visted 3 different projects, and each project gave us a warm but different welcome. Im working on some video clips to post so you can experience it as well. These people love so well! Also, Check out a whole bunch of pictures I posted on my myspace at www.stephanieisagirl.com
Kepp it real peeps...
S

El Salvador

I met Mariela today in El Salvador. She is the little girl I sponsor through compassion international. I traveled from Nashville, TN at 6am to Miami, FL and from there flew to San Salvador. We met up with the rest of our team and headed to our first project visit. At that visit, we were warmly welcomed with signs and songs and balloons. They had the whole afternoon planned for us. I kept looking around to see if I might be able to pick out Mariela, but it was so overwhelming with nearly 200 kids reaching for hugs and hand shakes- I couldn't find her. It was long though until I was standing in front of the children and we called Mariela up. Before I could realize what was happening, she nearly to me already and she threw tiny self around my legs. I won't ever forget that moment. My documentation cannot do it justice, I will have pictures and hopefully video of the moment soon. It blessed me so much to have her run to me and throw her arms around me. She hardly let go for the rest of the afternoon. This little girl was wearing her best dress and she had such a quite, gentle spirit. Oh she was such a delight! I always knew Compassion was a wonderful organization, but it took experiencing the other side of this to completely get it. I met with her mother and brother and had the opportunity to ask lots of questions. It was such a joy to exchange presents with her. She and I had so many things in common! I'm still on a high from it. What a blessing this trip has been!
I want to encourage you to sponsor. Your money is handled with integrity and it has such a huge pay off. There is such a need here! Please, if I can afford it- you can. I live off a near minimum wage salary at Starbucks. May the Lord bless you and keep you!
Stephanie

Hoooome

Hello Everybody,
I am home for the next 2 months- except a quick trip to El Salvador in Dec. I've been busy busy busy, but I appologize for the lack of updates. No excuses.... I stink. I have tons of pictures to upload on myspace and share from the past few months- but I posted a few for you on here. Some of these are from back in Oct when we went to California for the YS event (Annnd we may have flown out a day early to go see Brian Regan). Also, the guys and I made our way to Grundy, VA for a week long outreach with OneLife Virginia. Everyday I went into the pulbic schools and shared a "positive message" because I wasn't allowed to talk about Jesus obviously, and then in the evening, we invited the community out to see a rock show etc. It was a long week, and I had a cold allllll week- boo hissss. We had no cell phone coverage for miles, but the guys were troopers and we had a great but tiring week.
Anyway- More to come!!!
S

Exciting Day...

I filmed my first clip for HearitFirst.com today! I am the official WinterJam 2009 correspondent and I have the privilege of interviewing the other artists on tour before, and throughout the entire tour! So make sure you're staying updated! The dates will be released on monday on Hearitfirst.com/winterjam so check it out and see if we are coming anywhere near you!
I also got my new t-shirts in today, as well as some spiffy new business cards.... annnnnd I got some great news- Emily gets to come with me on WinterJam!!!!! So far, its a positive day ;) I'm about to cut my guitar players (Loren) hair.
Stay outta trouble kids....
Stephanie

PA is awesome

Howdy! I am in a van with 3 beautiful ladies driving through PA on a magnificent fall day! I forgot how amazing Pennsylvania is in the fall! I love Tennessee but it's just not the same! There was a low fog hovering just below the mountain tops and we were in the valley between two mountains where the sun was waking up and illuminating the haze. Right now we are headed to a Secret Keeper Girl event in OH and we just finished a Pure Freedom event in PA that went great!
I'm learning some covers for an upcoming halftime show at a Preditors game in Nashville... If your local, come check it out! I will post some pictures of good ol PA when I get on my computer later!

growing up

I am trying to be more responsible. I have covered this before in my blogs, but I am not a huge fan of responsibility- but I am slowly encourperating more of it into my life. Recently, I went to the Dr for the first time in about 3 years, I have an eye appointment tomorrow morning because my mom said I was looking crosseyed, and I just got an oil change in my car. I still tend to get intimidated easily... for example. I went into AT&T today to get an iphone, but they were really busy and I didn't really know what I was doing... so I asked one question, and left! I needed moral support! Can someone go with me please?
I'm growing.
S

Oh.... whats new in life

Penn State beat Purdue today in college football. My family "bleeds blue and white" (in their own terms) and even though my mom is employed by Purdue, she still roots for Penn State! My brother flew into Indiana from Baltimore because any chance he has to attend a PSU game, he takes. And I made the trip with a special friend because I don't like to miss a party ;) I guess Im glad they won and all, but I was more excited to get to know my mom's new man-friend Doug, see my bro etc.
I'm really excited about the video being done soon- hopefully in a week or so. I just know I had a blast shooting it, but I have no idea what the final will be like!
I work at Starbucks this week- several closing shifts to look forward to, then I fly to Cali at 6:30am to see Brian Regan in San Fransisco and perform at the YS conference in Sacramento. Then, I take a red eye to PA, rent a car, drive to Harrisburg for a Pure Freedom event and do a 2 day conference there. I have a day of in PA, then onto a Secret Keeper event. Yeah! I like being busy! I also like to sleep, but eh, there is time for that on planes and trains etc ;)
I hope life is treating you well.
Stephanie

Everyday Life

Last night I went to a dinner party at my neighbor Kate's house. We had fun. I ate way too much junk food, got a little too hyper and was on a social high from meeting new people and catching up with old friends. Thankfully, I slept really well after I crashed ;) I just got off an 8 hour shift at starbucks. I am doing my best to remain positive about that place, and thankful for their flexability etc etc but I am so ready to be outta there!
Soon.... hopefully soon.
Thats all ;)
S

Video Shoot Behind the Scenes

Here is a little glimpse behind the scenes of the the video shoot. I had a blast, and I can't wait to see the actual video, but for now- this is a little of what we did for 10 or 12 hours ;) I'll keep you posted on the actual video ;)
S

Video Shoot

My first ever video shoot is tomorrow. I got my hair dyed yesterday and it took 4 and a half hours!!!! I have so much hair! My goal is to eventually make my way to platinum, but thats going to take a few more goes at it. Right now I am laying out clothes and wigs and shoes and jackets etc for the video tomorrow... Should be interesting. I will keep you posted and keep your eye out for the video ;)
S

Ahhhh its been a while...

So I have been to Florida and Texas without giving you an update!!! Oh man, I stink. Well, its been a blast as always. I posted some new pictures on my myspace (www.stephanieisagirl.com) and I will put some videos up soon... they are funny, but not on purpose ;)
One funny story:
I found this bright red lipgloss at a truckstop on I-40, and thought I'd try it out for one of the shows in Florida. Well, it was hot, and I was sweating, so the "lipstick" started to bleed onto my face. Then, when I took the stage and started eating the mic... I proceeded to smear the remaining bright red all over my face. When I needed the guys to kill time for me for a second while I tied my shoe... they decided to call a spade a spade and point it out to the audience, so anyone who may have not noticed already could enjoy my jocker-esk face!
We had a good laugh.
Ok. I will be back soon and let you know more.
S

You should look at this...

http://www.flickr.com/photos/rube/
This is my friend Ruben. He is a kick-tail bass player, but he is also an amazing photographer... check it out! Support a brother!
Stephanie